I went back to the Suginami Police Station. Today I started at 14:55 and came back at 20:05. As we have no clock in the cell, we don’t know the exact time. I suppose dinner started around 17:00. When I came back, it was around 20:00, so, I ate dinner alone in the smoking room. However, any food didn’t slide down my throat.
After “eating” dinner, I went to my cell. The man who had 11 convictions asked me, “How was it?” I answered, “10 days.”
Though I lay down, I couldn’t sleep at all because the shock was too big.
Then I thought, “In 10 days I can go back to my family.” This idea encouraged me.
At that time I was not interested in the court or the trade union. Since it came to this, I didn’t know what to do.
I worried about my family. “If my wife wants to be divorced from me…, If my son is involved in a traffic accident…” My family could fall apart then. Negative assumption came to my mind. Restless night started.
23 March, 2008
